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12 March 2008 @ 05:07 pm
I don't care for the winters here
If you can even call it that
For it never will snow
Why does the cold air
Remind me something so bitter
Perhaps I will never really know
This could be one of those days
Where I could just lose it
But if you gave me a weapon
I would never use it

Though you are loved
You still can feel alone
Though it's very warm here
It still gets very cold

Today I bought a pack
And could hardly get through one
So you can't call me a smoker
I tried to help you
To not do what I have done
And that doesn't make me a hypocrite
Perhaps it is just one of those days
But if you gave me your heart
I would never break it

Though you are loved
you still can feel alone
Thought it's very warm here
It still gets very cold
Current Location: The Beatles - "I Feel Fine"
Current Mood: calmcalm
09 March 2008 @ 11:00 pm
Eleven People and friends
Problems left to right
His absence left her lingering
Which made her strong
The brothers ran and down
Those deteriorated stairs
Shooting eachother
With toy guns
The elder sisters kept to themselves
Persuing their own life
And leaving, left to right
Blessed, I has a sister
For playing dolls and
A best friend
My first memory

And Since I was young
Money wasn't of concern
But we were in fact unwealthy
The cracks in the ceiling
Fell into pieces on the floor
Which caused rain to fall through
And the usage of our pots
With all the dead spiders
In the dusty windowsills

Maine's rough winters caused anger
And cabin fever throughout that house
Discipline and rebellion made her crazy
Since was left alone to raise her children
Due to his job at sea
And since she never gave into any substance
We admire her 'til this very day

He never wants to talk of that house
He claims there are too many bad memories
Though that house was full of horseplay  and
Chipping paint, it remains a monarch to me
And my most innocent times
Current Mood: morosemorose
09 March 2008 @ 02:28 pm

A neglected photo album underneath
A broken clock what time was it?
When does it stop?
But I see its noon And a new fear comes
One thats to grow up', love and give up
Always drinking champange after work
Money used on unnecessary grounfs
Then there's the boy
Who carries the burden
As he pokes fun with his toys
You must think to yourself,
"I love that boy with all of my heart,
but this has got to stop."
A broken promis
From that white day, where did it go?
And how it changes everything
On your little ones
On your next pay chuck
As your girl rides her bike
You must think,
"I love that girl with all that I am,
but this has got to end.
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
30 October 2007 @ 06:45 pm
You were vain
But in mysterious ways
You were somehow thoughtful
But it seldom showed
You had my ears and laughter too
Always a phone call away
Was your friendly assurance

You were socially awkward
And I turned the other cheek
I somehow expected
A good friend to understand me in return
Your manlier friends gave you more image
You clenched to their opinion
And brushed off mine
Now you follow them constantly
And find me repulsive
You were insecure to the bone
And I lent you my ears
When I needed your understanding
You in the least bit cared
Current Mood: goodgood
Current Music: Alanis Morissette - "You Lear"
05 July 2007 @ 01:58 pm
[11] POTO

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Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: RHCP - "Otherside"
30 October 2006 @ 02:31 pm
[8] Le Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain
[15] Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
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Current Mood: refreshedrefreshed
Current Music: Enigma - "Gravity of Love"
24 September 2006 @ 09:32 pm
I stepped out of your car
And somewhere along the way
The cement collected my tears
But I was not Alice in Wonderland
It just was cruel way to start out the day
The unspoken words continued to disarray

And now matter how bitter I feel
I can not admit to have not seen in coming
Your life is in a hurry, you've become distant
But I see that I was dull and not myself
So as I stepped over the sidewalk
to realize it's another thing self-taught..

Well you're just last saturday
And I get your kind gesture
But that doesn't mean I have to buy it
You're bored on this inside
And quite alive on the outside
But not alive for me...

And curled right up holding my knees
I could blame it things like keeping to quiet
Attempting to put on a pretty face for you
All I know is that you are not for me
And you probably wanna do other things
That I wont be holding your hand for
What makes it bad, bad like this
You should of said something when you really felt it

But you're just last Saturday
You are forgiven
But that doesn't mean I have to be your friend
Yeah you're just last Saturday
And I've been hurt before
And I may respect you all the same
But that doesn't mean I like what you're doin'
I just had to put it out there
You were special and it's a shame
Current Mood: creativecreative
Current Music: Goo Goo Dolls - "Two Days In February"
02 September 2006 @ 04:07 pm

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Current Location: My Comp.
Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
Current Music: Sons and Daughters - "La Lune"